I promised myself, I would never be here again. I would never make this mistake again. I would never put myself in this position again. But alas, older turned out not to be wiser. Now I have to deal with the fall out. I should know better, now I know, Idk anything. It’s like they say, be careful what you pray for God may be listening. He heard me, now… I know what I’m going to do, the question is am I doing the right thing?