Idk what I’m going to do about this… I keep telling folks I’m busy and I’m trying to get my life back on schedule. I have put my entire life on hold, MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE. That’s Dr.’s appts, that’s school mtgs with teachers, that’s thousands of words unwritten, that is online submission deadlines missed, that is me NOT looking for freelance writing work, that is me feeding my kids that horse shit that ppl call “fast food”, That is me not blogging. There are hundreds of other things I have not mentioned that I have not done and some I have even forgotten I haven’t done and will be reminded when I get the harassing phone calls, smfh.
If you, my dear readers, can understand that, why on earth don’t other ppl, ppl in my RL don’t get this shit? It get’s on my nerves as much as the keyboard on my laptop has been getting on my nerves lately because my spacebar keeps sticking, smh. I have been up for the last three days and I am tired as hell, I did get a couple of hours of sleep today so I am a little less cranky. I have to double-check everything I write because I am so loopy that I am writing strange things that have nothing to do with the topic that I start writing about. If I even attempted to make any revisions to the manuscript tonight that thing would read like a room full of monkeys typed it.
I’m just not feeling ppl in my RL right now. Okay, I’m done bitching. Back to the drawing board.